SONG FOR JOHN
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Posted:Mar 9, 2011 9:07 am
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2012 11:30 pm
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My Confession
I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing
That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
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You are the air that I breath.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?
Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
Hear my confession
I love listening to this song by Josh Groban .My Confession.Not all people would confess about how much they love somebody but not me.I want the whole world to know I love John with all my heart. Everytime i listen to this song i think of John and how much i wanted him to know how much i love him.Ive only known John a few months now but i feel like ive known him all my life. He gave a new meaning to my life .I cant think of my life without him.Just seeing his face . hearing his voice ,knowing he loves me too makes me so happy and stronger.He is the air that i breath, the ground beneath my feet. His unassuming grace, his pure heart , his beauty, his sweetness captures me.How i wish i can be with him all the time.
To my Special John ,hear my confession. My confession of undying love for u.I dont know where all this is leading but one thing thing is for sure.I love you and i want u to be part of my life.Thanks for coming to my life
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A Nice , Thoughtful Gesture
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Posted:Feb 19, 2011 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2011 1:34 pm
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Someone send me flowers yesterday!!!!!! .I thought he was just bluffing when he told me he would and he is in Australia , how can he send me flowers.But when it arrived i knew then he is not BLUFFING . Carnations!!!!! my favorites.Not pink though but red ones, a bunch of them. I met the guy here a couple of weeks ago.He is a doctor and was kinda bored that time so went on to log on in the IMC. We started talking and somehow our conversation led to music. I love music !!!! . Then we started talking about songs we like and i started sharing with him my kind of music.I put on my cam and microphone so he can hear what I'm listening to. Every song he asked for i got it and plays it for him. Led Zeppelin's "Stairway to Heaven", Bangles " Eternal Flame",Madonna's "Like a Prayer", U2's "With or Without U",Cyndi Laupers "Time after Time", Eric Clapton's " Change the World". This went on for a few hours.I only got 2 hours of sleep that night but it was nice to spend some time with someone who knows how to appreciate what u like.We said good night and he thanked me for making his night really wonderful.And he told me I'm really "cool" . We exchange email adds and he told me he would love to chat with me again.
I was talking with him the other night but we didnt get to talk much coz he suddenly disappear.Then yesterday morning he went on line again and apologize for leaving so suddenly.He said his connection was cut off and he went to sleep.I was at work and was kinda "under the weather" bcoz of whats been going on at work.I was a bit grumpy.I miss my , I miss my family, I miss John and I'm getting all this "shit" from work.He could tell by my answer that I'm not my usual self.I even started "picking on him".He asked me what could cheer me up and stop me from picking on him . i said flowers. And there i got my flowers after a few hours.Was delivered to my place,much to my embarrassment coz my housemates started teasing me.
It was really nice of him to do that.It definitely made my day.Its nothing romantic or anything.He send me the flowers to thank me for our first day of meeting. For sharing my music to him and for spending time with him.What could have been a boring night turn out fun and enjoyable. I did had a great time too.And its nice to be appreciated every now and then.What i did was very simple but he thanked me in a more nicer and thoughtful way.Thanks Neb .This will go down in my list of "Unforgettable moments in my life".Isnt it nice to make someone happy! To make someone feel appreciated! To let someone know he is wonderful! To tell someone you love him!To meet new friends! To spend time with ur love ones! The simple joys of life that most people tend to forget . Sad but true.Anyway,its Sunday now and I'm not working tomorrow too so I'm going to spend it enjoying my "Flowers" and catching up with everybody.To all my friends here in Gay Threesome Dating, I love you all.Thanks for taking time out to chat with me, leaving me a message or "sending me flowers".
And to u my Special John , I love you so much and ur always in my thoughts even if were far apart.U gave me something nobody else have ever done and i like to thank you for that.U take care and see u soon.
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WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO INSENSITIVE
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Posted:Feb 13, 2011 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2011 9:03 pm
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Ive been so happy lately so i dont want anything as stupid as this get me down but i really have to get it out.Ive been in Singapore for almost 3 years now and until now i still cant understand why some people I'm working here with are so insensitive.When did being nice become wrong????I work here as a phlebotomist and i take pride in saying that I'm very good in what i do.My years of working in a big hospital in Manila had perfected my skills.My boss even admitted that I'm her best phlebotomist. But why are they giving me all sort of trouble at work.Before they say they cant understand my English.Whats wrong with my English????I have filipina colleagues whose English is even worst than mine but they are never told that their English is incomprehensible. Then they say I'm too quiet.I'm not quiet I'm just a bit shy but i do what i have to do at work.I talk when i have to talk. I do the necessary pleasantries when dealing with patients.I just believe in giving patients their own decision if they want to have a chitchat or not,i dont want to be intrusive.This are sick people, they have so many things on their mind and i dont want to say something they might not like.I only talk when being talked to.Then ive been told they dont want the way i dress.I dont dress like a slut,Before i used to come in jeans and shirt , they say i should dress more professionally so i changed my wardrobe.I can say now that I'm dressing up quite nicely coz ive been getting compliments from patients and often.But still they have something bad to say.Should nt wear skirt, should nt wear low cut blouses, should nt wear sandals,should nt wear sandals with skirt, should wear longer skirt.Its not that I'm wearing micro minis at work.Lol i dont have the body for those kind of skirt.And i have nice legs lol.Ive been told that I'm not there to attract guys.Whats wrong with this people.I have a colleague who comes to work in sweat pants , in pants that look like a pajama.She wear shirt that looks like she have it for years.My other colleagues also wear skirt but they are never told not to wear skirt.
But this are just small issues but what really irkes me is their making a big deal about me helping out my colleagues when they ask for my help.There are some instances that my fellow filipino colleagues will call me out if they are having difficulty in taking a patients blood in the main lab. Sometimes I'm assigned at another hospital which is 5-10 minutes walk to our main lab so if its convenient for me ill come over and help.On one occasions when they called me i was on my lunch break so i went and help them out.Another occasion is i just finish lunch but still have time before i need to get back to work and anyway i also need to go to the main lab in the afternoon to work there so i just went off earlier to help them out.Is that wrong???????You know this incident happened more than a year ago and i havent done it for quite sometime now coz ive been told by one of my supervisor not to do it anymore just to save myself from any trouble.I didnt know it that time that i cant just help them out without asking my "bitchy boss" permission.Here in Singapore most of " simple things" are being made into "big deal" by some people.Ask permission for doing my job????i really dont get it.They are still our , even if they are in the main lab or at the hospital and were supposed to give them the best service we can manage.Two weeks ago same situation happened.The lab people encountered a difficult vein but this time I'm not around coz I'm on sick leave.They call up the phlebotomist at another hospital but she cant come.Then they called another phlebotomist who is assigned in the hospital where I'm usually assigned.She asked that they pay for her taxi fare coz she dont want to walk coz its hot.Ok they let her do that but unfortunately she also didnt manage to get any blood from the patients.The other phlebotomist informed our boss of what happened.This one didnt.So when my boss found out she scolded this phlebtomist.And this stupid phlebotomist , to save herself , mentioned to my boss that i also do it, coming over at the lab when ask to help out. So now my boss is accussing me of lying and hiding things from her.What did i do???????why am i being scolded for something that is not my fault. And that time when i did it i wasnt aware I'm not allowed to "help out".
Its been more than a year now since i last helped out at the lab but still my boss made a big issue out of it becoz of the incident 2 weeks ago.And before on both occasion i did my job well.And we all belong to the same company, whats wrong with helping my filipino colleagues???whats wrong with doing something nice for other people??? Whats wrong from saving patients from suffering too much during blood test?????On both occasions the patients are .i have too and i know how scared they can get during blood test. Even adults are scared of blood test!!!!Why not save them the agony????Why cant all people just be nice and try to do something good to other people???? When did helping become wrong???????This is so damn frustrating
I really cant understand why some people are so insensitive. For me my profession is not just a way to earn my keep but also a way to help people in my own simple way. Life is bad enough sometimes and its nice if we can lessen peoples suffering.And its nice to do good things.Make u feel good about yourself.Yeah there are rules in life, in our job but it wont hurt to sometimes close one eye and do the right thing.Not all rules are right u know.Rules only put limit on people but it doesnt mean its good all the time.We must learn to act appropriately. Right time, Right place , best intentions.Lets make this world a better place to live in. Practice compassion.Give love freely and be more considerate of other people.Try being nice.RANDOM ACT OF KINDNESS is the key. Show people we care.Smile all the time .And always see the goodness in other people.
To my special John,I love you so much. Thanks for being nice to me and understanding me and accepting me for what i am.I may not be perfect but i always try to be nice and make a difference.To everybody in blogland, i salute u people for being true to yourself and expressing your thoughts.Have a wonderful life everybody
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LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TAKING CHANCES
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Posted:Feb 11, 2011 7:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2011 10:25 am
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Its not easy to trust anybody if you've been wronged before. As the saying goes "Once bitten, twice shy". We tend to be more cautious, to watch our steps in everything we do. If you've been in a relationship were you've been badly burned it not easy to trust and open our hearts to love again.But for me if you've found the right person u will be ready and willingly risk everything for that person.
Its been almost 2 months since i've last seen my Special John.Our last meeting didn't turn out as we want it to be but still I'm grateful to be able to spend 11 glorious hours with him.We promised that we will plan our next meeting carefully.Its not easy being in a relationship if your worlds apart but as they said nothing is impossible if we put our mind and heart into it.This past 2 months hasn't been easy for me and my John.He went back home for the holidays and he needs to do a lot of things for work too.We barely have time to talk.But i did my best to trust him and wait for him.
It was 4 days ago that my special John told me that he is on his way to KL but he don't know how long he will stay there.He got cut off before i was able to ask him about the details of his trip.Ive been dying to see him coz i really miss him.Then something really crazy entered my mind , What if i go to KL and surprise him?I checked how much the flight will cost me. Ask a friend in Sydney how long is the flight from there to KL.The flight cost only 66 sgd and the it will take 8 hours before John gets to KL. So i have enough time to finish work, go home , grab my things and catch my flight. I know where he will be staying so i can just go to the Pan Pacific and surprise him.I know its really risky with the way his schedule often change but what the heck ,I want to see him and I'm not working for 2 days.I booked a flight, went home as soon as the clock strike 5pm. Grab all my thing and went to the airport.I never felt any nervousness or dread that it might not turn out the way i want it. You know that feeling that says " GO AHEAD , DO IT, EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT".I was smiling all the way to the airport. Thinking how it will be when we see each other. I was day dreaming too much that it made me miss my stop. Hahahahaha i need to catch a cab back to the airport but it only took 7 minutes.I was just in time to hear them announcing that my flight is ready for pre-boarding.
I got to KL at around 930pm.You know the funny thing is I'm only depending on ymessenger to get in touch with John.I know his mobile phone no but he is not home so u will only get a voice message.And he is not yet on line so it means he is still not in his hotel.I was getting a bit nervous but i have a back up plan. If he did nt make it to KL ill just book a hotel for the night then reschedule my flight back to Singapore.I took a bus from LCCT to the Pan Pacific ,it took 30 minutes to get there.I was so excited. I immediately went to the front desk to check if he is already there but he is not.And they also dont have a booking under his name. Now I'm starting to panic. Then all of a sudden i saw My John went on line. He told me he is in KL but he is in Hilton which is 45 minutes by cab from the Pan Pacific.The concierge was kind enough to tell me to hurry coz its almost midnight and taxi will have surcharges.I told them I'm there to surprise my bf.Then another guy offered to bring me to where i can take the taxi using their hotel cart so ill be quicker.I made it just b4 midnight. I feel like Cinderella out on a date with his Prince Charming.It was the longest taxi ride of my entire life lol.Then when i got there they would nt let me up his room. They need to call him and ask him to come down and see me.But he is not picking up.After 3 tries the guy at the front desk says he might be out.I told him if i could just have some internet connection then i can message my special john that I'm there. But the Hilton dont have wifi and if i need to use their internet services i need to pay 35 ringgit per hour.Ohhhhh my this is harder than i thought. Then they told me i can go across the street at KFC to use their wifi their.But unfortunately KFC also dont have wifi.I went back to the hotel and was about ready to pay the 35 ringgit but then i ask the guy to try calling his room again 1 more time. Thats when he pick up. He was listening to music and cant hear the phone ringing but saw the light blinking so he pick up.They told him that a young lady from Singapore was waiting for him in the lobby.After a few minutes John was at the lobby to meet me.
The smile on my special Johns face when he saw me was priceless. I run to him and then i was in his arms.He kissed me and it was like coming home again. I was so so happy to see him . He cant believe that i was really there.He never thought i would do something like that. I'm surprised at myself too .But i love him so much that I'm ready to take my chances just to be with him.Life is like that . U have to take chances to get what u want. There's no use being afraid to do what u want to do. If u dont try u will go on wondering all your life .Things might not always turn out the way we want it but at least we give it our best shot.We might fail sometimes but not always .Remember the only people who never fail are those who never try but neither do they succeed. And victory is sweetest if u work hard for it.
In Love you have to take the risk of loving someone , he might not love you back but as the saying goes "Its better to give than to receive". And i believe that when the right time comes we will meet our special someone.Dont be afraid to do what u want to do. We only live once and we don't know when we will meet our end. Tell people u love that u love them before its too late. Try something new while ur still young and able coz u might not be able to do it when ur older.We might meet people who will not make it easy for us to get where we want to be but we will also meet people who will make the journey smooth and meaningful.Life is a gamble.But if u play ur cards right u might hit the jackpot.
" If u gonna play the game boy, U gonna learn to play it right.You got to know when to hold up,Know when to walk away, know when to run. You never count your money when your sitting at the table ,there be time enough for counting when the deal is done. Every gambler knows that the secret to surviving is knowing what to throw away, knowing what to keep.Coz every hands a winner and every hands a loser and the best u can hope for is to die in his sleep"
To you my special John Thanks for taking your chance on me. I love you so much.And i could say that i've hit the jackpot when u came into my life.
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My wish
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Posted:Jan 11, 2011 3:13 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2011 8:42 am
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I was so busy this past few weeks with a lot of things that is going on in my life that i really dont have time to sit down and gather my thoughts .This morning i woke so early again and just lie here in bed and think about things that had happened last year and think about things i want to happen this year.
The highlight of the previous year for me is meeting John.Never thought i will meet someone as nice as him. And i consider myself lucky to have him in my life.Though its not easy coz most of the time were on the opposite side of the earth but since i have him in my life i never feel alone now. I know that somewhere out there John is there and he loves me. Though sometimes i cant help but worry about him too much up to the point of upsetting myself but still i'd rather be with him than anybody else.I just hope that I made him happy too , the way he made me happy.My only wish for John is that he gets the happiness he truly deserve.
I started thinking about my . They are really growing up so fast now. When I left Manila they are just my babies now they are and my oldest is turning 13 this year. I worry about him too much too .Coz he is in a phase that he is starting to leave behind being a and start being a man.He is a bit rebellious too ,the separation has been tough on him.My only wish for my is he will be tough enough to get thru everything on his own. As much as i want to protect him from the harshness of life, im not always gonna be there to do it.My is turning out a fine girl, she is good in school, a bit mischievous at home but she got most of my character so i think she will be fine.My only wish for my is that she overcome her shyness( another thing she inherited from me),she just clam up in front of other people.I want her to be carefree and happy to meet people.My youngest was barely 2 when i left and sad to say i really dont know him that much.My mom said he is a chatterbox but he is a good boy.He will be starting school this year.I hope he doesnt give the teachers so much headache.My only wish for my youngest is that he grow up to be a fine guy and learn to listen to people not just himself.U know some people when they keep on talking they forget to listen to what other people are saying. I think my sister spoil him too much that he needs to be center of attention all the time.Its not bad too stay behind the limelight sometimes and u dont need to be in the spotlight to shine.I want him to learn that.
This year i also wish to start my plans to go somewhere else.I hope to save enough money to get started on this plan.This is what i wanted all along .And this means i can be with my again.I know it wont be easy but im a patient person. Ill be there soon.I was in Manila before and now in Singapore maybe tomorrow ill be in Canada.
I wish my parents good health and long life. Without them life will be harder for me .They are the one taking care of my while im here in Singapore working.I just hope that im able to show they how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me.I love my parents so much though we have our differences but still they did there best to give me a nice life and a good education and ill be forever grateful to them.
As much as i want to continue this i need to get ready for work now and i dont want to get too emotional coz it wont be good for my patients today lol.Anyway , I WISH EVERYONE IN BLOGLAND A GOOD YEAR AHEAD AND LOTS OF PLEASURE LOL AND LOTS OF HAPPINESS.THANKS FOR GIVING ME SOMETHING TO GET BUSY WITH WHEN I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO.THANKS FOR THE NICE STORIES AND GOOD EXPERIENCES THAT YOU GUYS ARE SHARING
I love you John
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My wish
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Posted:Jan 11, 2011 2:18 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2011 8:42 am
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I was so busy this past few weeks with a lot of things that is going on in my life that i really dont have time to sit down and gather my thoughts .This morning i woke so early again and just lie here in bed and think about things that had happened last year and think about things i want to happen this year.
The highlight of the previous year for me is meeting John.Never thought i will meet someone as nice as him. And i consider myself lucky to have him in my life.Though its not easy coz most of the time were on the opposite side of the earth but since i have him in my life i never feel alone now. I know that somewhere out there John is there and he loves me. Though sometimes i cant help but worry about him too much up to the point of upsetting myself but still i'd rather be with him than anybody else.I just hope that I made him happy too , the way he made me happy.My only wish for John is that he gets the happiness he truly deserve.
I started thinking about my . They are really growing up so fast now. When I left Manila they are just my babies now they are and my oldest is turning 13 this year. I worry about him too much too .Coz he is in a phase that he is starting to leave behind being a and start being a man.He is a bit rebellious too ,the separation has been tough on him.My only wish for my is he will be tough enough to get thru everything on his own. As much as i want to protect him from the harshness of life, im not always gonna be there to do it.My is turning out a fine girl, she is good in school, a bit mischievous at home but she got most of my character so i think she will be fine.My only wish for my is that she overcome her shyness( another thing she inherited from me),she just clam up in front of other people.I want her to be carefree and happy to meet people.My youngest was barely 2 when i left and sad to say i really dont know him that much.My mom said he is a chatterbox but he is a good boy.He will be starting school this year.I hope he doesnt give the teachers so much headache.My only wish for my youngest is that he grow up to be a fine guy and learn to listen to people not just himself.U know some people when they keep on talking they forget to listen to what other people are saying. I think my sister spoil him too much that he needs to be center of attention all the time.Its not bad too stay behind the limelight sometimes and u dont need to be in the spotlight to shine.I want him to learn that.
This year i also wish to start my plans to go somewhere else.I hope to save enough money to get started on this plan.This is what i wanted all along .And this means i can be with my again.I know it wont be easy but im a patient person. Ill be there soon.I was in Manila before and now in Singapore maybe tomorrow ill be in Canada.
I wish my parents good health and long life. Without them life will be harder for me .They are the one taking care of my while im here in Singapore working.I just hope that im able to show they how much i appreciate everything theyve done for me.I love my parents so much though we have our differences but still they did there best to give me a nice life and a good education and ill be forever grateful to them.
As much as i want to continue this i need to get ready for work now and i dont want to get too emotional coz it wont be good for my patients today lol.Anyway , I WISH EVERYONE IN BLOGLAND A GOOD YEAR AHEAD AND LOTS OF PLEASURE LOL AND LOTS OF HAPPINESS.THANKS FOR GIVING ME SOMETHING TO GET BUSY WITH WHEN I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO.THANKS FOR THE NICE STORIES AND GOOD EXPERIENCES THAT YOU GUYS ARE SHARING
I love you John
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WHEN TO CALL IT QUITS
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Posted:Dec 18, 2010 2:57 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2011 11:56 am
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Ive been in this site for quite some time now and ive lost count of all the married guys ive chatted with who are in an unhappy marriage.They say u have to listen to both side of the story before u give a fair judgement on whose fault it is that the marriage is not working.But in this case, I'm sure their wives wont appreciate our help if they find out their husbands are in this site, seeking another female's companionship.
So whats the problem of all this married guys that made them seek "other women" aside from their wives?Their is this one guy who does'nt want but his wife wants .He said even b4 they got married the girl knows that.He wants to use condom, she does'nt.Since he is scared to get her pregnant, he does'nt enjoy sex with her at all. And if the girl dont get what she wants she gets really angry and lashes out at him.Another guy is married to a career girl.He also have a high paying job.They have 2 .He does all the work in the house, he act as mommy to their ,he cooks, do the laundry,take his boys out.Every time he needs to travel he needs to make sure the ref is stocked,all the small details taken care off b4 leaving or else he will be bugged with overseas call asking him how to turn on the stove,how to operate the washing machine,where is this, where is that.And what does he gets for being a perfect husband? Nothing .The wife does'nt want him sleeping beside her coz he likes watching TV at night b4 he sleeps,she said shes tired and need her sleep.They only have sex once in 9 or 6 months.One time i told him to "court" his wife again, do the things he used to do when they started dating. He bought her flowers 2 days in a row.What did the girl said ?"If ur only doing this to get into my pants ,then forget it".God,Is'nt she nasty?
Then this other guy, ive been chatting with him for quite sometime now and i could say in all honesty that he is a wonderful guy and what i wouldn't give to have someone like him in my life.He works hard for his family, he love his wife, he loves his .He is kind, nice sense of humor, smart, good looking too,sweet.He cooks,bakes, he knows how to do things around the house.He may not be perfect but he is a good guy.Anybody who have him in her life is lucky.So whats the problem? His marriage lacks affection.He said it was nt like that at the start of their marriage.But 5 or 7 years back things started changing.Wife does'nt really take care of him now. Every time he puts his arms around her , she said its heavy.She wants to stay inside their room and just watch movies or play games on the net.She does things around the house but nothing extra.Lets just say she do things becoz she have to not because she wants to.Every time they have sex,shes not into it, probably just doing it out of responsibility.Too much indifference on her part i could say.
Isn't it sad to be in this kind of marriage.Marriage is not just a legal agreement.It supposed to be a union of 2 person who promise to share their life no matter what.In sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer till death do us part etc etc.Couples should support each other mentally, emotionally, spiritually,financially and most important sexually.Sex is one of the most important factor in a marriage.To some they might think ur being shallow if u will put ur marriage success on how much u enjoy sex with ur partner but its true.Sex is a way of showing our partner how much we love them, our affection for them.Its a union of body and soul.AFFECTION is whats lacking in most marriage.And most girls really take their husbands for granted.Lets face reality here.Guys wants sex all the time and its our duty as wife to give it to them. Yes duty, but if u love ur husband its should'nt come out as that.U do it becoz u love him.U want to show ur appreciation for all the things he is doing for ur family.U want to show him how much u care for him.Of course there are other ways to show how much we love them but sex for me is the best way to show it.Is'nt it nice to come home to somebody, receive a kiss , a hug once u enter the house, someone who will cook for u, prepare things for u and at night, someone to cuddle up in bed, someone who will hold u all night, kiss u , touch u,tell u how much he/she loves you.Makes life easier, nicer right?After making love u have this warm feeling inside u thats stay with u all thru out the day,puts a smile on ur face.
So how long before all this guys call it quits.How much more do they need to suffer b4 the say i had enough.I do'nt blame them if they stray.Serves them right all this uncaring, unaffectionate, unappreciative wife if someone stole their husbands from them.Then they will know whats their husbands worth is.Those wives just dont know how many girls would want to be in their shoes,to have a nice and caring husbands like they have.Most of this guys dont want to file for divorce bcoz they are afraid of loosing their ,and its really a long process and dont want to hurt or cause any pain to more people.They would rather be hurt and suffer than hurt somebody else.But how long can u stand being taken for granted?how long can u stand being treated with indifference?Can u see yourself growing old with someone who does'nt give a damn about you?Do u think ur will grow up better in a world full of hate and indifference?Its should always be a compromise.Both party should try to make the marriage work.But if one is not even trying so whats the use.We only live once and its its sad to waste it with someone who dont want the same thing as you.Life is nice and we must enjoy it.Never waste it on people who does'nt know how to love other people aside from themselves.Dont let them get the best out of you.
To all you guys who knows how to love and appreciate other people may u have a wonderful life.
To john, dont worry, i love you no matter what, no conditions, no time limit and even if "things" change, i will still love you.
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WHEN TO CALL IT QUITS
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Posted:Dec 18, 2010 2:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2010 8:14 pm
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Ive been in this site for quite some time now and ive lost count of all the married guys ive chatted with who are in an unhappy marriage.They say u have to listen to both side of the story before u give a fair judgement on whose fault it is that the marriage is not working.But in this case, I'm sure their wives wont appreciate our help if they find out their husbands are in this site, seeking another female's companionship.
So whats the problem of all this married guys that made them seek "other women" aside from their wives?Their is this one guy who does'nt want but his wife wants .He said even b4 they got married the girl knows that.He wants to use condom, she does'nt.Since he is scared to get her pregnant, he does'nt enjoy sex with her at all. And if the girl dont get what she wants she gets really angry and lashes out at him.Another guy is married to a career girl.He also have a high paying job.They have 2 .He does all the work in the house, he act as mommy to their ,he cooks, do the laundry,take his boys out.Every time he needs to travel he needs to make sure the ref is stocked,all the small details taken care off b4 leaving or else he will be bugged with overseas call asking him how to turn on the stove,how to operate the washing machine,where is this, where is that.And what does he gets for being a perfect husband? Nothing .The wife does'nt want him sleeping beside her coz he likes watching TV at night b4 he sleeps,she said shes tired and need her sleep.They only have sex once in 9 or 6 months.One time i told him to "court" his wife again, do the things he used to do when they started dating. He bought her flowers 2 days in a row.What did the girl said ?"If ur only doing this to get into my pants ,then forget it".God,Is'nt she nasty?
Then this other guy, ive been chatting with him for quite sometime now and i could say in all honesty that he is a wonderful guy and what i wouldn't give to have someone like him in my life.He works hard for his family, he love his wife, he loves his .He is kind, nice sense of humor, smart, good looking too,sweet.He cooks,bakes, he knows how to do things around the house.He may not be perfect but he is a good guy.Anybody who have him in her life is lucky.So whats the problem? His marriage lacks affection.He said it was nt like that at the start of their marriage.But 5 or 7 years back things started changing.Wife does'nt really take care of him now. Every time he puts his arms around her , she said its heavy.She wants to stay inside their room and just watch movies or play games on the net.She does things around the house but nothing extra.Lets just say she do things becoz she have to not because she wants to.Every time they have sex,shes not into it, probably just doing it out of responsibility.Too much indifference on her part i could say.
Isn't it sad to be in this kind of marriage.Marriage is not just a legal agreement.It supposed to be a union of 2 person who promise to share their life no matter what.In sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer till death do us part etc etc.Couples should support each other mentally, emotionally, spiritually,financially and most important sexually.Sex is one of the most important factor in a marriage.To some they might think ur being shallow if u will put ur marriage success on how much u enjoy sex with ur partner but its true.Sex is a way of showing our partner how much we love them, our affection for them.Its a union of body and soul.AFFECTION is whats lacking in most marriage.And most girls really take their husbands for granted.Lets face reality here.Guys wants sex all the time and its our duty as wife to give it to them. Yes duty, but if u love ur husband its should'nt come out as that.U do it becoz u love him.U want to show ur appreciation for all the things he is doing for ur family.U want to show him how much u care for him.Of course there are other ways to show how much we love them but sex for me is the best way to show it.Is'nt it nice to come home to somebody, receive a kiss , a hug once u enter the house, someone who will cook for u, prepare things for u and at night, someone to cuddle up in bed, someone who will hold u all night, kiss u , touch u,tell u how much he/she loves you.Makes life easier, nicer right?After making love u have this warm feeling inside u thats stay with u all thru out the day,puts a smile on ur face.
So how long before all this guys call it quits.How much more do they need to suffer b4 the say i had enough.I do'nt blame them if they stray.Serves them right all this uncaring, unaffectionate, unappreciative wife if someone stole their husbands from them.Then they will know whats their husbands worth is.Those wives just dont know how many girls would want to be in their shoes,to have a nice and caring husbands like they have.Most of this guys dont want to file for divorce bcoz they are afraid of loosing their ,and its really a long process and dont want to hurt or cause any pain to more people.They would rather be hurt and suffer than hurt somebody else.But how long can u stand being taken for granted?how long can u stand being treated with indifference?Can u see yourself growing old with someone who does'nt give a damn about you?Do u think ur will grow up better in a world full of hate and indifference?Its should always be a compromise.Both party should try to make the marriage work.But if one is not even trying so whats the use.We only live once and its its sad to waste it with someone who dont want the same thing as you.Life is nice and we must enjoy it.Never waste it on people who does'nt know how to love other people aside from themselves.Dont let them get the best out of you.
To all you guys who knows how to love and appreciate other people may u have a wonderful life.
To john, dont worry, i love you no matter what, no conditions, no time limit and even if "things" change, i will still love you.
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11 Hours of Heaven
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Posted:Dec 16, 2010 10:19 am
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2010 11:39 am
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Finally i get to meet my John in KL last weekend. Its been a long wait.For 5 months we've both been anticipating this meeting.After several changes in his flight schedule, 2 cancellation on our meet up , after 3 flight rescheduling on my part,a lost suitcase for my special John ,we both made it to KL.Ive waited 7 hours in the airport for his flight to arrive,I wanted to be their when he arrive and see him in his uniform so i catch an earlier flight . Unfortunately his flight was delayed for 3 hours.It wasn't easy,i've never been to KL before.I arrive there at 2pm and hes supposed to arrive by 6pm.But he didnt so by 8pm my phone is almost dead.Im starting to panic.If i don't have my phone how can i communicate with him.9pm i got a message telling me his in KL, just checking in at the hotel and he will come and get me.10,15,20 minutes has passed and his still not there.He knows im right outside the arrival area.My phone was already dead so i need to go to the toilet and recharge it.When i got back online John told me he is at Burger King, I told him Im at Mc Donalds. i didnt see any Burger King in that airport earlier when i went exploring.So i went and ask somebody where it is.It turns out where in 2 different airport lol. He is at the KLIA while im at LCCT.We are both not aware that there several airport in KL so i just told John to wait for me at his hotel. He gave me his room no.The taxi ride was long, took me 30 minutes to get to the Pan Pacific.When i get there i immediately went straight to the lift only to find out i need a key card to press the floor i want to go to.Good thing there are other passengers but they all alighted at the 6th floor and i need to go to the 8th floor.hahhahahahah this is not making our meeting easier. I took the 2 flights of stairs to get to the 8th floor.But heres the dilemma,i cant remember if its 813 or 831 and i cant check my phone coz its dead. So i just went to the room nearer the lift exit which is 813.The door was open.i slowly went inside,the room was dark and empty.Opppps wrong one.I run to room 831, rang the bell.John answered in an instant.And the next thing i know im in his arms.It feels like coming home.
After all the hardship, im finally with him. And it felt so nice.And when he kissed me i feel like ive died and gone to heaven.We spent the whole night wrap in each other arms.John wouldn't let me go and i love being held in his arms all night.I watch him sleep, touch his face , trying to memorize everything.I had the best time of my life.He is everything i ever thought him to be.I say a little prayer,thanking God for giving him to me, for having John in my life.Ive never been happier.I love him more than i ever love him before.How i wish we dont need to say good bye.But reality bites, we both need to go back to work the next day.It was 11 hours of pure heaven.
John , thanks for making me happy.I hope i do the same to you.Thanks for making me feel special.He said this is just the 2nd chapter in our Love story.The first one is our meeting here in Gay Threesome Dating.And we still have a long way go.It wasnt easy saying good bye that day.But i bring back with me the best memories in my life and a promise of more good memories to come.I love you John and see u soon
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EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UP!!!!!!
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Posted:Dec 4, 2010 10:45 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2010 1:07 pm
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I don't usually swear but i really need to this time.DAMN!!DAMN!!! DAMN!!!SHIT!!! SHIT!!! and more SHIT!!!!I'm supposed to see my special John this coming week and we've been like planning this for the longest time now.Everything is all planned out. Ive booked my ticket to Malaysia, i took a few days leave from work. I planned to get laid and be exhausted ,not from working my butt of this time.But because of the damn weather everything is fucked up.They should find ways to make airplanes weather proof one of this days.It will be nice if we don't have to go through all this flight cancellation and baggage loss just because of the weather.I've never been this frustrated in my whole life.I'm the kind of person whose almost,always positive about almost anything.I always see the brighter side of things ,but every now and then something like this happen and i totally loose my balance.I cant hardly wait to see my special John and hold him in my arms.Tell him all the things i wanted to tell him.Show him how much i miss him.Show him how much i love him. But because of the DAMN WEATHER !!!! everything we planned is messed up.All we can hope for now is that they retain his schedule for next week so we can still meet in Malaysia .Or better if they ask him to go to Singapore instead.I will be happier.But anyway all this are just setbacks.It doesn't change the fact that I love my special John more than anything.Whether he is here with me all the time or not.I'm keeping my fingers cross that everything will work out and he won't give up on us.
To everybody , have a nice weekend
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Gay Threesome Dating is not just a sex site
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Posted:Nov 11, 2010 4:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2012 11:34 pm
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Its been a while since i've written anything on my blog. Been busy with work and been spending most of my time with my special John.But today he is sleeping and i have a few minutes to spare so i decided to write down whats on my mind right.
So whats on my mind? Hahahahahha nothing much but my special John and how nice it is to have met him.Never met a guy who sings for me,dance for me, who let me watch while he sleeps,who calls me even when Im at work.One who just love me for being simply me.And to think i met him here in Gay Threesome Dating. So whoever said that Gay Threesome Dating is just a sex site definitely dont know what he is talking about.Sex when done with love, passion and mutual respect makes it special and more enjoyable.So guys be careful, u might meet ur match here and there's nothing u can do to fight it.Even if youre just looking for ONS,NSA,or whatever ur looking for , u will never know what u will find here.
To my special john , i love you so much and thanks for paging me !!!!!
Another joke for u guys;
The Vibrator
As mother passed her 's closed bedroom door,she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within.Opening the door, she observed her giving herself a real workout with a vibrator.Shocked, she asked,"What in the world are you doing?"
The replied, "Mom, Im 35 yrs old, unmarried and this thing is as close as i'll ever get to a husband.Please go away and leave me alone."
The next day ,the girl's father heard the same buzzing coming from the other side of the closed door.Upon entering he observed her making passionate love to her vibrator.To his query as to what she was doing,the said,"Dad Im 35 yrs old, unmarried and this thing is as close as i'll ever get to a husband.Please go away and leave me alone."
A couple of days later,the wife came home from a shopping trip ,placed the groceries on top of the kitchen counter and heard the buzzing noise coming from, of all places, the family room.She entered that area and observed her husband sitting on the couch, staring at the TV.The vibrator was next to him on the couch buzzing like crazy.The wife asked ,"What the hell are you doing?"
The husband replied ,"Im watching the ball game with my in law."
hahahahahhahahah  
the weekend is coming , hope everybody have an enjoyable one
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Some of my Favorite Jokes ( Its weekend we should be laughing!!!!)
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Posted:Oct 1, 2010 3:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2010 2:28 am
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1. Zachary Disease
"Dianne, I just dont understand?!I dont have a boyfriend or a husband,I can never get a date and guys just dont seem to be interested in me.I dont know whats wrong with me"
"You know what" heR friend replied."I know a Chinese doctor that could help u".So the friend gave her the doctors address and the next day she went to see him.She tells the doctor her problem and the doctor proceeded to give her instructions.
"Take off ur crows",the doctor says.
"What, what did u say?" she replied
"Take off ur crows", the doctor repeated motioning for her to take off her clothes.
"Ok now craw to the window".
"What?", she ask
"Craw to the window", he said as he got down on all four to show her what he meant.So she crawled to the window
"Now craw back to me", motioning for her to come back.
"Ah-ha!!!!!, he says, "I know whats your problem is".
"Well doctor,what is it?" she says anxiously
"You have ZACHARY disease".
"Zachary disease,whats that ?"she ask
" Well ,Your face look Zachary like ur BUTT".
(CRUEL YEAH!!!!)
2.HEADSTONE
Husband and his wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary.
The husband yells, "When you die, Im getting u a headstone that reads "HERE LIES MY WIFE- COLD AS EVER"
"YEAH" she replies." When you die,Im getting u a headstone that reads "HERE LIES MY HUSBAND - STIFF AT LAST"
LOL LOL LOL LOL
3.WRONG APPROACH
Two married friends are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says"You know I dont know what else to do.Whenever i go home after weve been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before i get to the driveway.I shut off the engine and coast into the garage.Take my shoes off b4 i go into the house,I sneak up the stairs,get undressed in the bathroom,stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds.I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late.
His friend look at him and says "Well, youre obviously taking the wrong approach.I screech into the driveway,slam the door,storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water and use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet,undress in the bedroom,jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say "WHO'S HORNY??????!!!! and she acts like shes sound asleep!! WORKS EVERYTIME!!!
hehehehheheh sorry girls
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND GUYS!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU JOHN
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Life's simple rewards
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Posted:Sep 29, 2010 1:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2011 3:59 pm
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I have been so busy this past few weeks that i didnt have time to really sit down and write down something.But right now im wide awake with a few things on mind and a few hours to spare b4 its time for me to go to work.Ive been having a hard time at work this past few months , not becoz i dont like my work or im not into it, its just that some of the people i work with SUCKS!!! big time.Power and money hungry people.But come to think of it im not working for them.Im doing this job bcoz i love it, its what im trained to do and its my own little way of giving back my blessing to other people.Being in the medical field we must learn to think beyond ourselves,be more compassionate, considerate , understanding of other people's situation.You must have a heart for this kind of profession.And im trying my best to give it my best shot.
Ive been in this profession for more than 15 yrs now and ive been thru a lot of situation,met different kinds of people,my patience have been tested many times and i have my share of ups and downs when it comes to work.Some people who are sick tend to be more "FUSSY" and as they say "Misery wants company", a bit harder to please.But some people who are sick are the "REAL" ones too.I guess being sick brings out the best and the worst out of people.Ive been cursed (lol), maligned, threatened,bitten (by angry lol),accused of so many things but i never take it against anybody.As they say im just doing my job.Anyway , most of people hates needles so their reaction to me is understandable.They think im purposely hurting them.
But when their is a downside there is also the rewards of this profession.I remember an old lady whom after i finished taking blood from took out her money wrapped in handkerchief , gave me P5.00 as a reward for a job well done.It was so touching coz i know she didnt have much but she said she wants me to take the money ,which i refuse to take, coz she said she have the need to give me back something for what ive done for her.I also remember meeting a young guy who have leukemia who always ask me to draw his blood coz he says he likes seeing me lol.Evryday i meet people who cant thank me enough just becoz im doing my job.Their smile and their appreciation is more than enough to make my day worthwhile.
We sometimes get rewards for doing something nice every now and then.I didnt have to be money or gifts.But u know the simple rewards of life. A smile, a tap, a simple note , a simple hi,a nod, or even just eye contact can say so much.They also come in different ways.U may not even get it right away but eventually u will be rewarded for all the nice things uve do in this world.Im a great believer in KARMA.U only u get back what u give out.The other day my competed in the school QUIZ BEE.shes just 7yrs old ,she rank 4th among the 10 contestants and she got the highest score in the Difficult Questions category.Shes really a nice and smart .Isnt that reward enough for all my hardship here in Singapore.I have nice friends here in Singapore which makes life more bearable ,they are always around when i need them.I also have my family back in the Philippines who help me out by taking care of my .But my 2 greatest rewards are my and my Special John.We may not be together but they sure put a smile on my face everytime i think of this special people in my life.And i want to thank God for giving them to me.Life's pleasure comes in simple forms and we must learn to appreciate it.Theres more to life than money and possessions.What matter most in this life is how we make a difference in other peoples lives.Try to be happy with what you have and u will be fine.
Ok heres something to make the mood a bit lighter:
God appeared to Adam and Eve in the Garden and announces that he has two gfts for each of them, and he would like them to decide who gets which gift.
He says, "The first gift is the ability to pee standing up'.
Impulsively Adam yells out, "Pee standing up? HOTDOG!!!!That sounds really cool!!! I want that one."
"Okay,"says God, "That one is yours Adam.Eve u get the other one --- MULTIPLE ORGASM
SORRY GUYS haahahahahah 
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The simple truth abt life
