Never have i wrote a blog but i will try. I was Never really sexually active at a young age but became very active later in life. Things in life will effect you in a way that you wont even realize it. I habe always been a strong willed guy but the acct of narcissism will break even the best. So now whenit comes you sex our the release for pleasure is different. 3 years since I've been with a women and long for an older more mature lady. Never In my life had i thought about the same sex but know the thoughts are there. Why i don't know maybe the fear of not being able release he'll i don't know lol. Just figured i would throw that out there why not we all here for thesame basically right. Ok i won't bite y'all anymore. Thank everyone😁😁😁 feel free message me anytime anyone