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Day 9 of Solitude
Day 9 of Solitude This is day 9 of being alone in a house and no car. Overall it has been a good experience, but not being able to go anywhere has really worn on me. I find I do not overall mind being alone. I mean I have my 3 dogs and one very ancient cat who keep me some company. I talk with my FWB every night, or almost every night. Once in awhile our schedules will not align. We get alone extremely well, and have become good friends and the lover part is spot on too. I do wish he lived closer, and so does he, but that just makes the time we can be together that more precious. I am not a social butterfly at all, and I prefer to talk to one or two people at a time. I do not like crowds, will never work a room at a party. I tried to be more social but that is not me, has never been me, and will never be me. So thankfully I do well being alone, though yes I did get a bit lonely at times. My neighbor would stop over and see if I needed anything. He is such a nice man, he does our lawn care, we pay him for that. A few friends texted me, including a few from this site. That helped, and a very good friend of mine called me a few times. He even wanted to be able to come see me but he is getting ready to go back to<b> college </font></b>and money is a bit tight. I told him to not be spending money like that to see me. After he is done with school, then I would love to see him again. I kept busy cleaning house, some deep cleaning. And my crafts. Mainly I loom knitted more hats for . I did buy some yarn, though I hadn't in a year. I have a non profit organization where people have donated both knit wear and yarn so I could continue to donate all over the USA. Sometime I will tell you more about that. I sat and just relaxed, enjoying the house being more peaceful. Did I miss my husband? Yes and no. We are separated for a reason, and I missed the friendship. Not the bullshit in the marriage, or the fighting. I didn't miss the conflicts over not cleaning up after yourself etc. But it gave him time for some mental clarity over what he has been doing for years,which has been emotionally abusive. We had some long talks on me seeing us as just friends, and finally he is accepting that. So he returns this afternoon and finally I am getting out of the house. I am excited, I need to see the leaves turning more and go eat at a restaurant. I hope you all are having a wonderful Sunday. Be good to yourself Ann *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me* |
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It's good that your husband is coming to terms with friendship. If you feel the need to clean, please fly over to the UK and help me out with the chores!
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Wow! That's a lot of stuff happening, and you sound really positive. z Good for you! 👍 😊 I've gotten used to life without a car — recently in the garage — by walking and now it's become a habit and a great form of exercise. 👍❗😎 ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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It's good that your husband is coming to terms with friendship. If you feel the need to clean, please fly over to the UK and help me out with the chores! *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me*
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Wow! That's a lot of stuff happening, and you sound really positive. z Good for you! 👍 😊 I've gotten used to life without a car — recently in the garage — by walking and now it's become a habit and a great form of exercise. 👍❗😎 *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me*
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Great attitude!! Enjoy and be well!!
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Great attitude!! Enjoy and be well!! *Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me*
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