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Blogs > EroticMusings2 > Sensual Dreamscape

Protecting My Wings  

EroticMusings2 59F  
1560 posts
4/14/2021 8:16 pm
Protecting My Wings
I think that perhaps I should step on up and give a update of sorts.

As all of us age, we face different challenges, an become pickier on who we wilt share our time and bed with. No longer can we just suddenly jump up and go with whoever and have a good time. Takes alot of planning, and seeking see if there is mutual fetishes, likes and dislikes in general and sexually.

Or at least that is the way it is for , or was before I decided just basically be celibate. Isn't the first time that I have done this, but for it is the safest. I dont want be used and discarded. I dont want be hurt emotionally or physically. It seems so easy for a person claim that they love you, and then basically write you off. That is not love at all .

My health is always a concern, having Kidney Disease that is getting worse means I could become sick with a infection suddenly Most men do not understand nor would they just want spend time with you and having it mean nothing sexual for the evening or day. But I have be careful with my health, I am often tired because my body is always fighting survive. I would love not have be so concerned about my health issues but that isn't the way it is. My husband i very physically dialed and i must help him bath, dress, and a number of other things on a daily basis.

But life is still beautiful and I do have numerous toys to help me orgasm. My husband is willing to help me with that even though he cannot orgasm himself due to Nephropathy. Just making the best of it, folding my wings in close to my body in protective mode.

Just being very real

Ann

*Creative Outlets of All Forms thru Me*
69ereatwetpussy 61M
6774 posts
4/15/2021 3:35 am

 Do what ever best for you .
You have much more on your plate .
Life if full of curves we don't know what's around the next
You think of yourself and your husband first.
Write your blogs we are here for you this way.


NJGUY08090 57M
4306 posts
4/15/2021 7:12 pm

 So glad to be here with you. Have fun and play along however you can.


justme51 72M

4/20/2021 4:37 am

 Oh what a loving blog take care of your self and husband most important


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