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Desire - The Primal Intent
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Desire - The Primal Intent I know I just wrote one of these, but when inspiration strikes, it can’t be ignored. This one will probably be very brief, it may not so I apologize now if it is. I normally like to have a topic going into these, so I think tonight's topic will be Desire. I very new to this site, and well, a blooming flower to a new and profound sexual lifestyle. Honestly so far it’s been astounding to meet all the new people, their thoughts, their desires, how they came to be where they are. To me it’s all very breathtaking to be enveloped in, especially new things like BDSM for me, that’s very intriguing to me, but I know many people enjoy it. But even this seems very vanilla in comparison to some of the wants and desires I’ve come a crossed, and that’s okay. I, myself, as a writer, have a nocturnal love affair with my own duality. Duality by definition is an instance of opposition or contrast between two concepts or two aspects of something; a dualism. Meaning, two sides of the same coin, two people in one so to speak. We all have those dark primal thoughts that to be let out, and more we attempt to stifle them, the more we make it stronger, bigger, a harder yearning than before. A deep unending yearning that will envelope us in time, and as I’ve began to discover, it’s a beautiful thing to finally embrace, succumb, become the thing you’re fighting against. I compare mine to animal, like a in a cage, big monstrous beast stalking the edges of it’s confines waiting to be set loose. I think people forget that those thoughts and feelings we have are natural, they are who we are for a reason, this hunger we have so to speak only gets worse if we ignore it. This isn’t a life coaching, it’s more of a, allow yourself to be comfortable in your own kind of skin revelation I’ve had as I have been on here. I’d also like to take a minute and thank a very dear friend I have been in correspondence with whose, well, helped me see things in a different light. It’s funny what you learn when you just open yourself up to someone else’s words. Thank you, my friend. The reason I bring up desire is because tonight as I was out in the world, getting food, buying a set of jeans, and having dinner with my family you begin to notice things after talking with people here. The things I noticed more than anything is people themselves, but more over, I’ve started to wonder as I see them, yes even people I know, is I find myself wondering what the fuck these people are into. Like honesty, the next time you’re out and about really look at people, I mean don’t be a perv or anything, unless you’re into that, then by all means. But what I mean is look at them. Tonight I found myself not looking at cute women I found attractive but at the same time, I wondered, “Man I wonder wtf she’s into, could she be into some vanilla sex, or she into some hardcore shit, like with a sex dungeon? Cause kind of down for sex dungeon stuff..” To be fair, I don’t really get invited to sex dungeon stuff, but new doors are always opening!  I not what you would call a handsome man. See the smiley face? That’s me! But no seriously, then I spotted an elderly couple having dinner and wondered if they too had a secret dungeon? What is it with me and the sex dungeons? Statistically for a minute what are the chances of 1 out of 10 people having a sex dungeon? Probably higher than I’d think. I mean not everyone can have one, I realize that, but a man can dream. If my blog stops for more than a month, I probably found one. I think it’s important in sex that you find a partner or partners for those of us who are into that kind of thing, that mesh well with what we want. And it’s not all about liberating sexual context, but boy, I bet it helps to be upfront about what you’re thinking. Cute girl in the low cut tank top, and yoga pants, did you wear that to work because you wanted to feel comfortable, or is it a primal subconscious desire to be ogled, a yearning to be wanted? It could be neither of these narratives, it could be as simple it’s the only thing she had that wasn’t dirty. And that’s what this comes back to. Desire, perspective, we all want something different, and the urge to have it fulfilled whether it be something as simple as looking into your lover’s eyes as you make love, or holding their hand. To the graphic like getting railed on a coffee table by your neighbor who has a ten inch cock, while your husband is at work and the are at work and school. That’s hot by the way,  .But you know what the fastest way of not getting your shot, or even a simple reply from someone? Not being polite. It’s weird, and I know I’ve said this before, and going to sounds like a broken record. But if you don’t at least try to show some intelligence, I don’t compliment a woman’s eyes, or better still, if she doesn’t have a picture of her eyes, compliment her breasts, but be classy about it. This isn’t going to work for everyone and some people are just geared to opening with cock picks, could be my age as I get older I start to mature and realize it’s not all about showing my dick to women, granted, and I will be fair, there are alot of classy ladies who enjoy a good dick pic. Mais ma douce Edu mes chers amis, la nuit se termine.. But my sweet Edu my dear friends, the night is coming to an end.. and my words draw to a close. If you’ve made it to the end of my ramblings, I want you to know that I love you. You have a beautiful and wondrous soul. It’s my hope that my words find you well, and in good health.. Goodnight... Author's Note - If anyone thinks of a topic they'd like me to write about, feel free to shot me a message. I'd love to hear some ideas.  |
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