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Perception of Pain and Limits
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Perception of Pain and Limits I remember the first impact ene I watched. The Story of O party in Dallas. I had already watched my first ene, a rotum inflation, at an NLA class...so I was not diving into the "let's start simple" end of the BDSM pool. With a crop, a Mistress beat a boy's ass. I loved how vicious she was until the blood started flying, literally. I wanted to call the ene. Surely this was not ok. Every was standing around watching 10 feet radius to avoid the s. I asked my friend who was deep into the lifestyle why no was stopping it and he explained that the ene was between them. (Little did I know that I someday would be bottoming that hard on occasion, wicked laughter.) Saturday I was at my Dark Magic Society event. As hostess, I have inflicted the "no<b> subspace </font></b>allowed" rule on myself during events. There is simply no way that I can be as masochistic as I am able and still be conious of my surroundings. I was lucky though and negotiated a ene with of my favorite Daddy/ couples. Into the master bedroom we went. Never before have I been so glad for the sex wedges! I propped her up to where I could nibble on her sweet and my ass was propped high enough in the air to be a proper target. Dragon's tail ensued! The pain was intoxicating! Sharp and ruthless it tore into my flesh. Each lash awakened my soul with greater peace and acceptance of life. I enjoy burying my head into beauty as I ream in pleasure. Marked deliciously, we walk away, I am not usually to receive aftercare...other than whiskey and a toke. Downstairs, I found myself handing him my whip and getting on my knees. OH MY, I just don't get enough of my purple love. It takes me longer to recover between the strikes, an effort to get back in position. I can feel my flesh tear as I orgasm in synchronicity. I am not a masochist without a cause. The more intense the pain is, the more intense my orgasm becomes. "Red!" It didn't come from my lips. It didn't come from his. My head DM called the ene. FUCKER! He knows me well enough to know that I was getting close. He knows that regardless of what I feel in the moment, my sensibilities do not want me to<b> subspace </font></b>at my parties. I didn't argue, he was right. After the party, my head DM/best friend mentid that he perceived that my top was uncomfortable with the amount of marks he was leaving upon me. I didn't agree, but said that I would check in to make sure he was ok. Today, I got my answer loud and clear. He is whip shopping today and wanted some advice and to diuss whip option. So I took him online to Victor Tella, the god himself, and we had fun looking at all of the nifty whips. His girl is SO lucky! I guess I am too as I am sure whatever he buys will kiss my flesh too! BDSM is all about your individual experience, not some else's perception. So go be the kinkiest you, that you want to be!!! |
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