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Ad-DICK-ted Been wanting to post this for awhile now but been caught up with a lotta things...ah well. Good ol'blog. Here's this week's confessional  Had a talk with the bf a few weeks back (damn...time flew by!!) and it was one of the few long-drawn out, heart-to-hearts that we've had since we've agreed to keep this relationship open. I think it works out best at the present moment cos he's still got a thing for his ex, and...according to him, I'm too much addicted to...well, dicks (I say this loosely just to keep it in line with the title...yea..I care that way ) Of course, I didn't agree with this. From my end, I still have relationships with the boss, the married couple, a girl that I've gotten very close to, and most recently, my ex as well. I maintain that I have ongoing relationships with them, the same way he has with his ex. And THEN...he lays it all out. In the last year or so, he says I've been insisting (now, this was his term. I wouldn't have used 'insisted'. Maybe suggested...) that we include one or more person into the picture. Its more often than not another guy, and usually my ex. There've been a few exceptions but lets leave it at that. That took me back a little and, although I didn't really want to admit, forced me to think about it. AAnnd after a long while pondering, I hate to admit it to him but, he's actually right. We have our alone time and don't get me wrong, I like it. But of late, I admit to really hungering for more than one at a time. I'm blaming it on the hormones (can I?). Or the fact that it is really tough to actually get it just right with one person, let alone two or more persons. So sue me for really milking it for all its worth now that I found something. Admittedly, its not all mind blowing all the time, but still  See, I can't help but grin while typing this cos I'm thinking about it and its getting me...excited. Guess I like the attention, and I like to fuck silly, and be fucked silly. Like really like it.  More importantly, that conversation also made me realize that my tastes are also somewhat...evolving? Regressing? Hmm...changed Quite a bit. I guess its normal. I blame age Anyhow, a couple days ago, the bf and I were cleaning out my cupboard and we chanced upon a few old toys of mine. Found a butt plug from years ago and suggested that I use it for a day. We had a date on Tuesday evening so I brought it to work and kinda used it from lunch. It was a lil odd at first but i got along with it. I also thought it was a good idea to kinda put my<b> ben wa balls </font></b>to use at the same time. LOL In hindsight, its funny as hell but I gotta admit, it was pretty exciting We didn't make it to dinner. We met and went straight back Ah well....the shit we do
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